okay..so its been like months since i last logged on..it doesn't seem like im recognized here or anythin anywayz..hearts day sucked for me. i hate hearts.i hate love. im in love sometimes..which doesn't even matter at all coz i know there's no fuckn future in the love i have now..
well..i love b52. id die drinkin it.thats true love i guess. not anythin hopeless and disorienting as THE lovelife. ugh i hate sayin love over and over again its sickening.i shudnt have smoked too many a spliff a day way back..my brain cuda probly stil be workin til now. im glad though that ive been doin better at photoshop..its just a sideline to web design..and i cant get over stars..in fact my most valued possession right now is my pentagram..it makes me feel like i wanna be a good gurl. it makes me think. wat a way to fly from reality huh. its the one real thing i have that leads me to my fantasies. so you cant get my drift. nvm
and..time check is 3:45 AM
shit romeo u fucking meanie.
damn playa! fu

but ah lov...